sky is cloudy so is my feelings now. been missing angel alot. attachment have finally come to the end. awaiting for the next posting with more challenging cases! time has been passing by, been thinking alot too. thinking about y im so blind to treat angel tat badly in the past. angel was so nice to me, brought food for me all the way up to my unit, to ensure tat my tummy is filled up, share my burdens with, always there when i needed ppl to throw my unhappiness with. now as angel is getting busier, im missing angel even more. these few months wasnt easy. we had ups n downs but fortunately, we survived. i really hate myself to hate you! but to love myself to love u even more each day. been wanting for the day to share yr burdens with and been wanting for the day to let u rest in my arms giving you my warm again. i understand ur also stress from work tho u didnt talk much abt it, but i can sense tat ur tired from work. but i really hope to just take a look at u, smile back to myself when i know tat ur doing fine. 'THANK YOU' 'SORRIE' have been the 2 words which i always wanted to say and express it out to u. thank you for knowing an angel like u n sorrie for all the problems tat i had gave to u. im deeply disappointed for not seeing the beauty in you in the past, therefore, i didnt really treated u well enuff. these few days, without noticing it i kept traveling past the places tat we have been to. it recalled back alot memories of u. the fun tat we had at that spot, the arguments we fought about with, the romance tat we had. it somehow mades me smile n tear whenever it came across into my mind.

each time, when i received a msg tat is from u, i will always have this special feelings tat i nvr had before, a feeling tat only will have it when yr name came into my mind. reading the msges tat u had send me, really mades my day. im proud of myself to have u as my soul partner, n even more proud of u for wat u have done to friends ard u. yr care n concern, yr helpfulness to ppl. angel if ur reading this, im really sorrie for wat i have done in the past, n have neglected yr feelings. im terribly missing u angel!... yr engaging smile can never fail to stop loving u. for all the good times tat we had together, I love u angel, till the day tat we both break down!...