Holding my hands tightly and caressing my wound: January 2009
Thursday, January 22, 2009

gosh...third day shift was tiring! went out for the first call and got myself audited for the next call (faint) initially i thought the WO was here to audit our case records in our stn. then the next thing i know is, SHE IS GOING TO TAKE ME FOR THE NEXT CALL, ALONE WITH ME!!! i was like omg la.. so we did drill first while waiting for call and we did CPR. she told me to conduct the teaching to the medics, and i am suck at it. she demo once n then twice on how to teach the topic well. then the awaiting moment is here! ambu call!!! the siren sound, ppl running towards the ambulance with the Am-i-gonna-make-it face sitting in front leading the crew. it was a case of sepsis with low BP from a prvt clinic at west coast, been there before and the doctor was great, pretty also (grins) so when we arrived, we did the necessary vital signs, taking of history and etc. load the pt and send her to NUH. And so, she commented me for being to loud and might have frighten the patient and her case is not very serious, but the way i ask for things is like creating the scene to be like an emergency case. lols! and also for taking the third set of vital signs when 15 mins is not up. heng ar!!!! lucky there is no critical mistake for this call. haha... then there was this stand-by case of stroke from polyclinic. so i did the reporting n when we arrived, his wife (drama queen) was asking 'THAT' mdm hows the pt condition n as 'THAT' mdm she cant converse well in Mandarin, so i went up to her n inform her abt the condition of her husband. before i could say yr husband is having stroke, she fainted! ( and she REALLY FAINTED LOR) i immediately shouted for help and grab hold of her arms. its was so channel 8 drama. (laughing out loud).
will be meeting my nya nya esther to shop again later. oh did saw her during my second day shift at er stn 21 lar and so conicidence that she was still at base. chatted with her, took pics too.
PS: her mentor is so annoying lor, wonder how she can tahan him!


Saturday, January 17, 2009

cant get the shit out of me!!!!!

tired..............
tired...................
tired.....................
tired....................
tired............................

IM SO TIRED.........................


Wednesday, January 14, 2009

你的姿态
你的青睐
我存在在你的存在
你以为爱
就是被爱
你挥霍了我的崇拜

我活了
我爱了
我都不管了
心爱到疯了恨到算了
就好了

可能的
可以的
真的可惜了
幸福好不容易
怎么你却不敢了呢

我还以为我们能
不同于别人
我还以为不可能的
不会不可能

你的姿态
你的青睐
我存在在你的存在
你以为爱
就是被爱
你挥霍了我的崇拜

我活了
我爱了
我都不管了
心爱到疯了恨到算了
就好了

可能的
可以的
真的可惜了
幸福好不容易
怎么你却不敢了呢

我还以为我们能
不同于别人
我还以为不可能的
不会不可能

你的姿态
你的青睐
我存在在你的存在
你以为爱
就是被爱
你挥霍了我的崇拜

风筝有风
海豚有海
我存在在我的存在
所以明白
所以离开
所以不再为爱而爱
自己存在在你之外


梁静茹-崇拜词:陈没曲:彭学斌赵勇心情放飞


Tuesday, January 06, 2009

woke up early today, to accompany mamimi to Glenegles (sucky hospital) for day surgery. As she is having UTI (urinary tract infection) and have to be admitted. At frist i thought UTI nothing serious lar! i bet she is trying to blow things up AGAIN!!! but then after she was being admitted, i began to be curious abt her condition & decided to stay to find out more before her surgery. so as usual, taking height n weight by 'THAT' nurse and after she took down her weight, she asked ' erm... wats yr height? still can remember?' i was like pls lar! that machine is just infront of u! cant u just ask my mum to turn ard and pull up that measuring scale to take her height? damn lazy lar u! nvrm... its not right for me to say her off, based on seniority. Then was taking of vital signs, where her blood pressure is slightly on the high side (non-compliance to medications) she thought NBM (nothing-by-mouth), really strictly nothing entering mouth can! Then 'THAT' nurse brought us to the room, where she only instructed her that valuables can be kept in the locker. without even giving her the nurse bell, informing the visiting hours/doctor’s round/medications/meals time, varieties of food to chose from, ward number, DAYROOM ( if they happens to have one, and not forgetting on how to operate the bed-side equipments! as we had difficulties in maneuvering with the television set ( that’s just beyond my expectations for a prvt hospital). i was trained from a government hospital and i thought it is a basic piece of information that a nurse shd be giving to the receiving patient, instead of the patient to DO-IT-YRSELF?


oh well... i must say that im glad to have late MR RAJ as my cp lecturer. (emo)… shortly after the admission was done, the health attendant came to fetch my mum to the operation theater. where i followed down and was appreciative for wat the health attendants have been doing for the wards. (cleaning of toilets, bed-making, all those behind the scene 'dirty jobs') salute! so being the curious nurse, i went up to the ward again. FYI its on lvl 7, day surgery ward! and our conversation which makes me furious:

me: excuse me nurse, may i know wat time my mum will be back?
ms kaypo clerk: yr mum? she just went down only right? ( of course lar! i just went down n came back wat)
'THAT nurse': she just went down, i guess not so soon. i think maybe 2 or give it a 3 plus? (faint)
me: oh... ok! then wat surgery is she going may i ask?
ms kaypo clerk: she's going for surgery laR! ask the doctor!!!
me: yah! i know she is going for surgery. but wat type of surgery is that??? (penis implantation isit) tamade
ms kaypo clerk n 'THAT' nurse: ask the doctor! is a gyne problem!!! or ask ur mum lar! (fainted)
me: okie... ( roll eyes n walked out)

while walking out, i looked at the ward number plate and was telling myself that, if u dunno wats the pt's condition then how are u going to pass report and deliver yr nursing care for them? all you knoe is charge n charge if not excluding of GST & etc... so damn money minded lo. i took a booklet and read while on my way home and i just find it disturbing to see the list of bills of the government hospitals as compared to the prvt ones. i mean the purpose of listing out is also to let us know that its worth for paying as its a 'high class' hospital which should be providing the best care n management, but it seems otherwise. im utterly disappointed with them, esp that ms kaypo clerk!!! god damn good lar yr service!(double rolls) I guess the first impression will be the last impression can! Shall now continue with my beauty sleep for night shift tonight! chaoz...


Monday, January 05, 2009

went for cadets's passing out ceremony ytd, and i must admit that i was late. prolly when they were marching up n down, i was still like sleeping lar-(hangover). anyhow, i guess been losing interest in st john liao. simply so bored by it. so sian especially this year lar! dun even feel like talking about it right now. ( maybe cause no grp? haha.. might as well say i have no mood due to wrong hairstyle!) night before sunday, went clubbing with my station mate- li bing! haha...it was her virgin experience to club n i was the one who brought her in! (rolls) met @ 9 plus and it was already quite a long q outside waiting for the first 100 free entry. heng arh! we managed to be the first few 100 and got it in for free. we danced, drank, but didnt take any pics tho as it was simply too many people that we didnt wanted to take our camera out. left at abt 3, reached home, bathed and went online for awhile then slept till 10. (its damn freaking tired can) will be going back to stn for night duty tml. damn looking forward for it. kinda of miss my mentor's scoldings/naggings! haha... anyhow, anyone care to shop with me for CNY clothes? been having this shopping mood recently! dunno WHY! lols... and is there any other alternatives to earn more money over a short period, besides sell backside? hmmm.. i wonder!!! (ouch! OUCH!!)
wei long's shopping list:
1. black skinny n slim cut jeans
2. 2x round-neck tees
3. 2x berms
4. long sleeve shirt


will be back for CNY... lols! (regretted for not being initiative n taking more pics) :(


zones colour! pretty cool huhz


my st john buddies!


well... this pic says that ' nurses are not friendly. BEWARE!!!'


Friday, January 02, 2009

spent my new year day suaing at home+) so sian lar! dunno where to go n no where to go. was spending the whole day sleeping, chatting, porning, tidying my room and choosing pics to upload here. im so freaking restless today can! later gonna go to mamimi house to take my allowance. haha... and tamade got scalded by hot water while trying to get myself a cup of tea lor! damn it! anyway, was sharing with nya nya how was my celebration on new year eve!

esther- i see yr drunk pic, send me!
ah long- haha... dun wan! so ugly lor, no need.
esther- 1 cup n ur down? u drink wat?
ah long- dunno wat lar singapore slin?
esther- sling?
ah long- smth like that!
esther- sg sling u vomit.damn lousy u
ah long- silence...
esther- wah.was thinkin.lidat u club cheap la.so easy drunk

haha... damn sad lar! say i lousy! lol.. oh and i have received my licence for my nursing practice! every year have to pay for it wan lar! damn cheapo lor! kns.. and woah looking at the calendar its damn freaking scaring that we are going to be audited soon! and yup... 1 year of course will just be another history in my life. so damn gonna miss my clique can! esp assther chan, my mother in class. haha... And my resolutions for the wonderful 09 is (scream):


1. to put on braces lor! been wanting to do so but scared of the pain. maybe after grad lar! if not i will sure drool whenever i ask patient questen!
2. to have my hair grow back (miss them so much can)
3. driving licence
4. more clothing ( possible)
5. enter poly
6. earn more money
7. have a good/caring/dote me lifetime partner! ( that was my chirstmas wish as well!) lols



chaoz! anyhow, will be out to meet li bling to shop for her clothes! sian to the ultramax liao...



p.s those who wish to make up for my birthday this yr, can refer to the items above:P
double p.s tag me to arrange for a meet up!

finally got it...




my fav corner in my room! thanks duckles...




will u walk with me back to the past again...




































































this little thing, have made me teared the most.

i will always rmber this:) thanks...





























scandal of the year! haha...





















life is so colourful, thats true! but now, im left alone walking thru my life.





till then...