Holding my hands tightly and caressing my wound
Monday, April 14, 2008

im back...back from a tiring n foolish journey. went for the paramedic course brieing today n apprently, we started our lesson proper today.=( i was so damn regret now la to take up the course. firstly, it is a damn..... long hours of work! our scdeule is planned as such tat ater 1 month of theroy in school, the rest of it is ambulance attachment. sound interesting right?happening right?... U R WRONG!! our hours is like from 8am to 9 pm, work or three days n rest for a day then follow by night shift till like sat morning. n WE R NOT PAID AT ALL!!!!arh! secondly, it didnt came across my mind tat i have to clear decomposed body!!!im really lost now... thought being a nurse has no life, but being a paramedic is even worst. just hope tat by having the cert at the end of the course, plus like 3.2 gpa, will help me to get into any of the poly to be a staff nurse. guess being a paramedic is not my kind of job afterall.