im back...back from a tiring n foolish journey. went for the paramedic course brieing today n apprently, we started our lesson proper today.=( i was so damn regret now la to take up the course. firstly, it is a damn..... long hours of work! our scdeule is planned as such tat ater 1 month of theroy in school, the rest of it is ambulance attachment. sound interesting right?happening right?... U R WRONG!! our hours is like from 8am to 9 pm, work or three days n rest for a day then follow by night shift till like sat morning. n WE R NOT PAID AT ALL!!!!arh! secondly, it didnt came across my mind tat i have to clear decomposed body!!!im really lost now... thought being a nurse has no life, but being a paramedic is even worst. just hope tat by having the cert at the end of the course, plus like 3.2 gpa, will help me to get into any of the poly to be a staff nurse. guess being a paramedic is not my kind of job afterall.

=(!!! wat can u tell from the sign?..wat happened was actually right from the start,ytd morning! i felt like mood less to do anything, really felt that smt is wrong in me ytd! then i still wanted to go for a jog. then while on my way down talking the stairs, i fell off from the stairs! the next moment, all i knew was tat im in pain over my left foot. n was shouting for help. i sat on the ground, taking put my phone n called angel immediately. it was so stupid la i find! shown the clumsy n ugly side of me. then when i went back home, as expected! my aunt scream n yell at me for not taking care of myself. then went to the Chinese medical hall for help.

then did smt stupid!!!! kept on disturbing angel called n called n called not to mentioned about the msgs i send. i dunno which nerve of my is not right la. didnt know wat im doing ytd even... im sorry k!! didnt mean it! seriously. but lucky angel didnt angry for long n told me not to be worried. thanks k.. i guess ytd was really not my day. have done alot of unusual stuffs!

today woke at ard 745, went for a thursday jog!!! haha...so long didnt jog n exercise!omg... jogged ard my estate for like 20 mins?and it kills!!! could hear my legs screaming and shouting for help! if my legs could talk, i guess they r dialling 999 for help already...lols. so after the jog, went to brought bread for my breakfast and then took the stairs up. WRONG!! is RUN UP THE STAIRS.haha im sorry legs! if i dun do it now, u r gonna get a hell during my NS time. so had my bf, cool down and then went to surf blog.lol... cause nothing-better-to so went to surf blog,as i was surfing, then wat caught my attention to stay at this particular blog longer that im in, this familiar tune played and was actually the leap years song---> merry chirstmas mr.lawerence. omg.. it is damn nice can!!!haha played n played n re-played...

for this whole week, my plan will be going to school on Friday to collect $$. sat,going to NHQ to teach home nursing,might be going out with angel??? i hoping for tat.haha! then sun shd be staying at home ba.. waiting for angel's sms!.oh... in case i dun blog on friday, happy weekend!!haha... see ya! gonna listen to the song again....=)

WTF!!!! early in the morning spoilt my day... just now my farking uncle used the toilet n apparently he didnt shit properly.he messed up the whole area and have stains of shit on the cover n toilet bowl. i saw it only after i have used the toilet. damn it! so i told him off that he didnt shit properly n he scolded me back that i shd have on the light n check!.WTF LA... after hearing this, he turned my fire to the full power! i mean like.HEY! im helping u to clear up yr mess leh, and yet u dare to say that the mess was created by me?and give me stupid suggestion tat i shd on the light before i enter the toilet?. be honest la! just say that it was from u n was done by accidentally it was perfectly alright for me to clean it up. not as if i dun do those dirty stuffs before. just say it and let it pass. life will continue again from there!IS IT SO HARD?.. i may seen alot of old ppl, but he is the first-of-a-kind i ever seen! i admit tat was my fault to chocked the bowl la. but cant u just accept the SHIT was from you?TMD!