too lazy to blog anything! but am happy to see angel. ANGEL I LOVE U!!!MUACKSSSSS... sorry wor! to cause u to have late night again..

Yawn...wake up at ard 0748 hours, have msg my angel. felt much more better now le... tho it has not turn out to be wat i hoped for yet,but at least there's some progression n both of us felt comfortable at the pace right now.guess no need to blog much about it,i have really hurt angel too much le.i promise will take good care of u,make u 2be the most xin fu person,showering my love to u.

i didnt know that i was tat stupid till ytd! well... as i was giving my helping hand for my auntie to fix the dinner, i accidentally dip 2 fingers of my into the hot boiling oil!!!TMD... and i think i have late reaction cause after i felt smt oily, 2 seconds later then i felt the pain n could hear my fingers screaming.... went to apply ice! luckily it was not badly cooked.

hi all...all my dearest friends, im back for blogging again. thru this period of time tat i have not been blogging,lots n lots of things had happened.

or y not i share with u all a story.

long long time ago, there was this young little boy who enys his friends tat have a wonderful partner who treats them well, be there whenever they need them the most,he been asking n praying real hard for it. then 1 fine day on 8 of nov 2007, this special person came into his life. he doted him,cares for his safety and of course loved him then anything else. but, this little young boy became greedy. he turned into a greedy n nasty boy who treats that angel of his like shit!.. he scolded,ruined the wonderful plans tat have been planned, being selfish..n now true enough the nightmares have just begun. he started to have bad dreams which's like obviously real, tat the angel that the god have gave to him have been send back to heaven. he started to panic and started to tear whenever it reminded him of the past that they have spent time tgth. thinking of the times where he stayed in the same roof, thinking about the times that the angel have putted with his acts, all these flash back really have made him felt sad, disappointed tat y he didnt see this angel of his earlier n now tat it is gone. at times he wanted to be strong but he cant, as he cant just stop loving! he is now living in a room of darkness as he have made tat angel upset.

my dear angel if u happen to read this, pls think about it again, dun just simply make a decision easily as it takes afew lifetime to create such relationship. my ans will still be the same, i will be waiting patiently for yr return n i deserve this, as i didnt treasure you enough.



i wanna make u smile whenever ur sad
get u medicine when u have tummy aches
all i wanna do is to grow old with you.
i will miss you,
kiss you,
give u my coat with ur cold.
i need you! feed you
and even let u hold the remo-control
so let me do the dishes at the kitchen sink
put u on bed when u have too much to dream
so it will be so nice, growing old with you.
from this moment,
my life has began, ur the one!
right beside you is where i belong.
i give my hands to u before my heart.
my dreams came true,because of you.
from this moment,
as long as i live
i will love u
i promise u this!
there is nothing tat i will not give
as u r the reason that im in love,
n ur the answer to the past which is remarkable.

i love n will always be there for u..bebe!