Holding my hands tightly and caressing my wound: June 2008
Tuesday, June 24, 2008

haha...was surfing friendster when i saw this in 1 of the profile which i totally agree with it!

i fit the description of a libra perfectly 101%

Libra is the seventh sign of the Zodiac and is represented by the scales. You dislike any form of injustice making you a natural peacemaker and diplomat. Because you can see both sides of a situation and you don't like to upset anyone, you can be indecisive. This may also make you seem lazy as you would rather do nothing to avoid making a decision. With your charm and humour you are able to cheer up any difficult situation which your need for harmony compels you to do, but you will also use charm to get your own way. You enjoy beauty and the fine things in life so surround yourself with attractive things and people, if possible.With a Libra Sun you find it difficult to say no and often end up with unwanted obligations. To avoid this you may sometimes take the easy way out by agreeing with people when talking face to face and then doing your own thing anyway.You are very tolerant and affectionate with a strong need to please others. Because of this you like to have many friends and your relationships are very important to you. You are usually very creative but even if you do not have any ability yourself, you appreciate the arts and music. You have impeccable manners and expect them from others as well. When it comes to sport you would much rather watch it than participate as you are not keen on physical activity at all preferring to go shopping instead. You are always well dressed and your outfits will be well coordinated and fashionable. Because you find it hard to make decisions for yourself let alone others, you are not a natural leader, but you do make an excellent team member.




well.... got this toy aka 7 zai from the machine n is FOC! lol... it all happened like so random la.. ytd went to wen ping house with jason for so meet up la.. then we went over to dawson place to get some snacks n drinks while wen ping went to her ex work place to chat with her boss too.. then while waiting for jason to get his drink, i saw this lovely machine la. didnt know tat when i turned it pop out this 7 zai la..haha! both of us were like shock as i didnt throw in any coin for this... guess is fated la! haha so brought this creature back home n will bring to meet up with another bigger 7 zai in the car... reunion perhaps?lols.. tml will be going to tionman lor.. fyi is an island in part Malaysia lar. where u could do water sports.. yeah!!! quite looking forward for it tho, as this is my first in my life time traveling with my friends... so sure to snaps pics n blog it man!!! hurray!!!haha.... gonna start packing for my trip for 3 days soon.. still dunno wat to bring=(


Sunday, June 22, 2008

alright this blog is gonna be emotional. know is been looooooong ever since my last blog, and is not a brillant idea to star of with such a blog. but i just wanna say to my dearest friends who are attached tat, appreciate for who yr partner is n dun ask for more. know is like very random of me to say this. but i really dun wan anyone of u guys to follow my foot steps. for once, lord was gracious enuff to send this angel to care n look after me, be there for my needs. however, yr smartest friend of yrs has neglected this wonderful gift from god n as a result of losing it. all these while, i have been thinking alot. thinking of whether to just let it go or just continue to wait. but each time as the msg beeps from my phone, i could sense the situation was beyond salvage. how i miss those times when we r slow in our pace of loving, talking about plans of building our future! knowing tat it will not happen again, but it feels like it had just happened yesterday. i wouldnt want to comment anything, as i felt tat i shd be deserving this and answer for my own actions and to understand this tat, once is gone, it will not be returning back to the good old days. for now, i have learnt to take back a step n hope for the best. know tat i cant have u again, but i just wanna let u know tat, nobody have ever treated me tat well before. u were the first n shall be the last. thanks bebe for putting in yr effort this far and have not fail to made me the most xin fu person. i have tasted love n shall remember the taste forever n ever... once again, i love u bebe!!! miss calling u bebe too!!! =) pardon me for being notty, unreasonable n etc... for now, i just hope to keep in touch with u n hear from u. dun think tat ur not a good lover. ur !!! n have always been... i enjoyed our first date tgth, the time we spent in wilson house and the path where we cycled along on. these will nvr be earse from my memory! maybe i shd say tat u have taught me how to love a person rather then just plainly care as i thought initially. i will always value 081107 and of cause sdasb....haha!


Saturday, June 07, 2008

hey guys, will be off the screen for the next 2 days, going for the OTC camp! so anything, just msg me thru phone okie... haha!!! see ya!!!


Monday, June 02, 2008


haha... so refresh lar!! can afford to wake up late today. to my friends who r working now. im sad to say, i haven not start studying yet!!! lol... ohz... found this pic from my can-throw-away-phone, is with 1 of the snr SCDF officer when we were doing the presentation CMO, chief commissioner was there too phew! think he is captain dunno wat lar!! forgotten the name alre. anw, he is a nice chap. gonna start mugging for exam on thursday alre. but haven started writting down notes lor!.... cool huhz? just came back from diff places, went to the HQ to collect my CCA medal after which went to mum place n head to the temple at bugis to do some praying. Reached home, bathed n now online lor----> SLACK